FIRST DAY OF SENIOR YEAR

Well, there I was... NAKAUPO TAWA NG TAWA. I really hate introducing myself, I swear >.<

It's awkward, It's inappropriate, It's annoying, It fucks me up HAHAHA! Joke >_> pero ayoko nga eh! Ano ba? So yeah, bumalik yung first bestfriend ko na si Nicole Gumpad haha! Saya no? Tapos may tatlo pang bago, si Lea, Renz at Omer HAHAHAHA! Tska si Ashlynn bumalik siya with Gumpad! :) And thennnn, new batch nanaman ng mga teachers. I don't wanna talk about this muna hahahahaha :P Well they're.... ok :) 

OH AND BY THE WAY, ADVISER PALA NAMIN SI MA'AM ROSE <3 

Wala na akong maisip na maisulat Hahahaha. Inarrange na kami ni Ma'am which is kinda.. sad kasi hindi kami magkakatabi :< Inayos kami Temporary lang, for 1 week. tapos ayun naaaaa MAG PERMANENT NA. Sana katabi ko si kwan..... HAHAHAHAHAHA! Joke landi mo gago! :P

So ayun, katabi ko si Uno for 1 week pero nagpapalit kami ni patrick para katabi ko si jorj tas katabi niya sina uno. HAHAHA Odiba! So ayun, tuloy parin ang pag iintroduce hahaha pero hayaan na! 

Well I think that's all for now O.o Ayoko na ituloy eh, MABITIN KA! HAHAHAHAHA Madami pa dapat akong sasabihin pero wag na. Masyado nang private to eh. DIBA AINNA? <3

So umm....

Here's the thing... I'm getting myself to move on from someone... so here I am talking to a new one I mean like.. this could help me move on even though it's haaard. I mean... how can I even be MORE attached to someone who doesn't even reply to my messages even calls or things like those... Masakit diba? Pero tama lang.. habol pa ainna ah! HAHAHA Habol pa sa wala -____-" <//3 Kung baga Khloe at Lamar? Yung wala nang magawa si Khloe kundi humiwalay na for the best :'( It may hurt alot but.. yun nga.. IT'S FOR THE BEST. I mean may nahanap na siya... ako din medyo may nahanap na pero hindi naman mismong nahanap. BUT DAMN THIS IS HARD FOR ME. I have someone irl and online. The one irl is just... idk I get nervous when she's around.. I get shy and shit.... Trying to be myself para hindi mahalata :) SO THAT'S WHY I'M REALLY CONFUSED. Malandi ba? HAHAHAHA! Hayaan mo na, IKAW DIN NAMAN EH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! 

Joke lang ha? :P Walang personalan dito ate/koya! HAHAHAHAHAHA! So yeah........ Meron dun meron dito Ainna, ano to? 2timing? Wag ah! That's bad! First thing's first..... you did this last time.. you screwed up.... don't do it again.... AHAHAHAHA! Oh tama na!!!! Borshet. Matulog na ako! Hahahaha maaga pa bukas... Gonna hangout with friends :) FINALLY

SHADY ASS HOE

Seriously? I don't get WHY ARE YOU BEING SO SHADY TONIGHT?! What the fuck did I do to you that you start acting like you're in your fucking PERIOD. ACTUALLY NO, YOU DON'T HAVE THAT BUT TO ME YOU DO HAVE!!! DUDE WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?! DID YOUR SLUTS TELL YOU SOMETHING ABOUT ME THAT YOU TURN YOUR BACK ON ME RIGHT AWAY? WELL GUESS WHAT! THE OTHER ONE IS IMMATURE AND THE OTHER ONE IS VERY UNDISCIPLINED AND DISRESPECTFUL TO BE FUCKING HONEST. AND YOU? YOU NEED TO FACE REALITY!!! IT IS NOT GONNA HAPPEN!!! WITH YOUR ATTITUDE LIKE THAT, DUDE YOU'RE NOT GETTIN ANYTHING WITH THAT SHADY ASS OF YOURS!!! SO GET OVER YOURSELF PLEASE! JUST PLEASE!!!!!!! STOP DOING THAT!!!! IT'S FUCKING ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!YOU WANT PEOPLE TO GET TO LIKE YOU?! WELL DAMN!! LITTLE ADVICE HERE,  

DON'T BE SHADY FOR FUCK SAKE!!!!

FINALLY

Ugh! Finally he fucking forgave me already! This is a tough summer for me... AGAIN! LOL! I mean I was mad at him from last year's summer and now he got mad at me this summer. BULLSHIT RIGHT? Just kidding. Nakahinga na din ng MALUWANG XD I can't stand people mad at me maslalo na kapag medyo close kayo or close kayo... Shiet! Nilakasan ko nalang loob ko na mag explain nanaman and he finally listened ;O So glad he did tho. unlike the past explanations SEEN SEEN SEEN SEEN SEEN SEEN <//////////3 But it still hurts tho, I did it for someone I love for the sake of not losing him. Holy fuck -.-" I mean I love them both... It's just, the other one has decided to let go too.. and he's like.. my fucking pal already... who's always there to goof around with ONLINE. I honestly missed him O_O" we like, chat every single day then ONE NIGHT CHANGED EVERYTHING but I'm trying to fix it already. So it's like... mawawala friendship ko sa isa para sa isa. MASAKIT! UKINANA DAYTA!!! HAHAHA! Wala eh, ganun talaga. Yun lang yung tanging paraan. Nagexplain nanaman ako kasi ayokong pumasok ng 4th year na galit siya saakin dude what the fuck. I can't handle that -.- Weak ba? HAHAHA Wala eh, di ako matigas. PASENSYA NA. MASAYDONG MALAMBOT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Wait naiihi ako wtfffffffffffffff! BRB! 

Ok... pagkatapos ko umihi I went down to get beer! ;o magisa ko.. medyo masakit hahaha! San mig light lang naman eh. so yeah :) IMMA CELEBRATE THIS NIGHT ALL BY MYSELF!!! CHEERS AINNA!!! CHEERS!!! X'D I am now losing my mind I mean like.... my head is starting to hurt. maybe drinking isn't the solution to celebrate right now... damn.. what have I got myself into........ Ok bye. I feel bad about myself already..... GOODNIGHT!!!!! :)))

1 Week of awesomeness

( April 20-25, 2014 )

Well first things first. I honestly had the best 1week vacation in Quezon Province - Polillo.

IT'S TOO GORGEOUS! LOL! I'm gonna put some pictures below from the trip haha! SUIT YOURSELF. Hmm? Welllllllllll Atleast I stayed awake till we arrived sa mga Toll and shit and there I was, filming everything that was happening (not quite) Muntik na hanginin yung camera sa sobrang bilis -.- kinabahan ako for fuck sake HAHAHA! Oh btw I'm not yet done with the videos. It's actually 3 so it's kinda easy but at the same time hard because I have to match the right song to it AND I CAN'T FIND THE RIGHT ONES >_> So yeah we had lunch at my Aunt's wedding reception last 2010 or 2011 maybe? It's nice there tbh. So nag gm ako, at nalaman ng lahat nasa QP ako. Nag text si Ate Dane and she's from Quezon yata? or Idk her family? So we were like, at the same place that week.... nadaan daanan namin bahay nila because sabi niya malapit sa Graceland pero hindi ko alam -.- AND YOU PEOPLE SHOULD GO SA GRACELAND! OH MY FUCKING GOD!!! ANG GANDA DOON! HAHAHAHAHA! NAPAKA HEAVEN <333 Kung baga parang US na dun xD So yeah. Nakarating na kami sa Bahay nila tita... was so relieved because I get to stretch everything out after sitting in the car for what? 8hours? damn. but I think it was only 6-7 hours.... Mom was really fast AS USUAL. WHAT DO I FUCKING EXPECT. Oh how I wish I can drive as fast as she does someday <3 not scared to shift gears till you get to 5 ;o AYYY!!! Oo!! There was I think 3 or 4 incidents na " MUNTIK NA " Holy shit.... I swear my eyes almost popped out when this first thing happened. My mom loves to overtake other cars... so there she goes.... inovertake niya yung nasa harap namin na White Hyundai... Seconds later NAKI OVERTAKE YUNG HYUNDAI Holy fuck!!! So nagdikit yung car!!! Nasa left side kami nasa right side siya... the driver was going sa left side EDI MALAMANG MAGBABANGAAN. I mean how could the driver not see us coming? Wanna know what happened? Nagkasalubong yung Right mirror namin tska left mirror ng other car. THANK GOD HINDI THE WHOLE CAR. GULAT NALANG AKO BAKIT ANG LAPIT NG SASAKYAN NA TO... HALOS MAGDIKIT NA YUNG MIRRORS. O_O" Very scary. Hmm? 2nd thing that happened on the road was.... there was this very....... masikip na kalsada... EH ANG BAGAL NG NASA UNAHAN. Malamang left side, may makakasalubong ka... Mom drove at the left side of the fucking road binilisan niya... hindi niya nakita yung motor............. so yung naka motor naipadpad siya sa damodamo HAHAHA! Kasi nga super sikip eh sinugod ni mama -.- muntik na sumemplang yung naka motor.. ansama ng tingin O_O hahaha I BLAME MOM FOR THIS. 3rd thing was....... may sign na nga na MANILA -----> they alllll said NO HINDI PA JAN YUN......... I was like wtf dito na ngay yun... are you people blind or what? (in my head) eh mom was going fast nun.... NUNG NAREALIZE NILA NA DUN NA NGA... SHE FUCKING STEPPED ON THE BRAKE SO HARDDDDDDDDD Muntik na dumulas yung car, I swear I felt the back of the car... lolll Muntik nanaman mapunta sa nueva ecija o.o' so yeah TATLO LANG PALA haha. (KUNG SINO MAN TONG NAGBABASA YOUR CHOICE KUNG BABASAHIN MO PA TO LAHAT) and then I met my Gay dog again, Rex <3 I missed him lol. but he pressed my boob too hard -.- MASAKIT HAHAHAHA! Ang bigat niya ukinana. Malamang?! Sama sama ba naman ng malalaking aso?! LABRADOR>HUSKY .. But atleast he got sexy eyes <3 <3 <3 hahaha! So yeah! 3rd day yata or 2nd day... we had to go na sa Boat. That was like 7am... we travelled 5am yata or 4am? idek. But yeah! The boat trip (i should say) was super fun... although MY HAIR GOT FUCKED UP after the trip. Haha! Ang tigas bolshet. I loved the sea...... or ocean...... WTF. The fucking view ;oooo! Tas naka rating kame.... naka tulog ako ng hapon.... kasi nga nandun kami sa bahay ng kaibigan ng tito ko........ medyo nakakahiya....... hahaha. wala eh. BISITA EH. lol! Sa sobrang hiya namin, nagplano kami na maghanap nalang ng resort. So we did.... naka ilang resort kami. But I chose the MOST DISTANT resort from town. hahahahaha! Ukinana ang ganda pero ang mahal! Pero ok lang! damn! Sulit eh!! Hahaha! So fun running around........ view ng beach... KASO NGA LANG... LOW TIDE AND HIGH TIDE. FUCK IT! So ang baba -.- pag tumaas naman yung tubig ayoko kasi nga... panay damo naman -.- 1 think I hate the most... walking with slippers or bare foot sa tubig na madamo tska kung ano anong isda NAG LULURK. HAHAHAHA! Grabe the sun....... may isang malapit na island. or shore? WTF haha. Gusto kong puntahan as in lalakarin mo lang.. kaso nga yung kasama ko hindi na kaya yung heat... gusto ko sana......... at nang makita yung totoong beach HAHAHAHA! Tignan mo nga sunog na sunog na ako. shit. We found a fucking Jellyfish that doesn't sting so hinawak hawakan na ng lahat. Hahaha! It's kinda pretty... lol. But my cousin let it go. lol. Masakit. Iuwi ko pa sana and get sum salt water HAHAHA!! And thennnnn nung medyo tanghali na... I decided to go sa shore.... I found some fucking hermit crabs...... and yeah.. crabs lol! anddddd 4 starfishes......... lol it was weird O_O I didn't want to touch it HAHAHAHA! Scared lil shit. Pero nabilib ako sa sarili ko ah?? HINUKAY KO YUNG SAND HAHAHA HANGGANG SA NAGKA TUBIG <333 Kaso nga lang.. ang sakit, pumasok pasok yung sand sa nails ko </3 So yeah... bumalik kami....... and then HAHAHAHA! Omg you don't wanna know. May tricycle, tatay ng tito ko nag drive..... tatlo sila sa labas tatlo kami sa loob....... medyo pataas yung kalsada.. as in saglit lang na pataas........ guess what........... na bitin yung tricycle tapos hinarurot ni tatay, BUMALIKTAD KAMING LAHAT FOR 1 SECOND HAHAHA! I knew it was gonna happen..... I felt it na nung kakasakay.... Masyado silang madami sa labas.. dapat sa loob yung isa.. so lumoob si tita... and then yeah. we arrived na ulit sa bahay ng friend ni tito. nag rest... stayed for the night. we all shared 1 room. pero ok lang... how do you call it? AIR BED? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! buti nga may aircon yung kwarto. sosssyallllll! HAHAHAHA! And then the next day, we had to wake up 4am for the boat.. ukinana pag dating namin punong puno na yung boat!!!! Bullshit... may tricycle, may KABAYO. atbp. as in lubog na lubog yung sa likod ng boat. when it was going sideways I got scared O_O there were too many people. First trip kasi eh. haha! So yeah nasa loob ako nun. Mamaya maya I realized, damn I have to film the sunrise.... so I went out........ guess what I found? Rich people na medyo mayayabang. Bullfuck. May isang humarang sa view ko.... malamang the wind is like.... moving towards me... TBH HE SMELLS. HAHAHAHA! Gross. But atleast I get to sit infront again... tapos naka rating na kami after 2 hours of standing and sitting. etong mga tao na to excited umalis ng boat.... tangina nandun na sila both side left and right............. muntik na din yung boat sa sobrang bigat hahahaha! makulit mga tao. sinabi na nung guy na bumalik sa mga upuan NO ONE LISTENED. Naawa ako Pramis walang kahit isa na tao na nakinig dun sa lalaki.... parang wala silang narinig -.- lahat na ng tao nasa left and right pati na rin sa harap........ wtf. Kung hindi lang ako mahiyain pinagtanggol ko na yung guy... sabihin sa mga tao.. WALA PO BA KAYONG NARINIG? BAKIT DI KAYO MAKAPAG HINTAY NA BUMABA? LAHAT DIN NAMAN TAYO MAKAKA BABA BAKIT KAILANGAN PANG UNAHAN? KARERA LANG? KARERA?! Ohmygod I would've said that If only I could -.- HAHAHAHA! I swear the boat was swaying sideways....... lubog ng sobra sobra -.-So yeah. Byahe nanaman pabalik! Then yeah we arrived... rest rest tas shopping pa ah! HAHAHA! Wanna know why I'm nabadtrip? It's cause I didn't know we would buy so many stuff and I forgot mom's sm card na nasa wallet ko. they all blamed it to me. sabay lahat ng gusto kong bilhin, nabili ng pinsan ko....... so I only got like... 3 and she got like... 5?! With a fucking shirt!!! -_-" 6 pa nga yata sakanya eh. MEDYO MASAKIT. Ganun ako kaselosa! HAHAHA! I wanted to buy pa sana a shirt kaso nawalan ako ng gana. I didn't wanna hear anything from them again. So I kept a straight face (as usual) One thing I hate was.... yung 1 week na yun, walang time na hindi ka kakain -.- imbis na pagpawisan ako sa sobrang init (which I didn't.... dude I didn't even sweat kahit lahat sila pawis na pawis na.. WHY) maslalo akong pinapataba ng mga to.. SHIT LANG HAHAHA! So yeah we drove back to Baguio the next day which was friday.... It turns out that we weren't going back straight to Baguio...... Naalala ko mag Villa Escudero pa daw pala kami... Everything opens at 8am... we were there 7am.. so pumunta muna kami ng mcdo... breakfast and shit.. and some news reporter was there too... nandun sa may... idk private section ng mcdo? HAHAHAHAHA! He was familiar but nvm. Doesn't matter. so we came back to the Villa... VILLA HAHAHAHA! Feeler -.- and went to their Gorgeous Museum! Omfgggg!!! So many interesting Histories!!! and yeah......... when we were finished with it... we umm..... went to their resort... and in order to get to the resort.. we had to ride the umm... the ride with the carabao pulling the thing....... HOW THE FUCK DO YOU CALL THIS SHIT HAHAHAHAHA! It was very slow...... hahahahaha pero ok lang. It was nice kasi may nag guiguitar sa likod and was singin old songs which I kinda loved. Tas nakarating na kami....... (btw the carabaos name was LIGAYA HAHAHAHA!) and yeah.......... First thing I saw was people..... kind of? Kayak-ing? Hindi siya exactly kayak.... hmm? They used bamboos! Hahaha! but you still have to row. duhh! Hahaha! I didn't try it cause it was tooooo hottt tapos panay kagat na ako :'(((( Mosquitoes love me so much. So triny ni tito and tita... and the brother of tito.... mom, my cousin and I just sat there... watching them.... lol. Hanggang sa sinabi ko... pwede na bang magswimming? Kasi ang init na... so yeah we did........ bawal daw cotton sa pool. One thing I hate was ang sakit sa ilong yung Chlorine -.- tapos ayun na.... end of story. we were all dried up and ready to go back.. and WE DIDN'T GET DINNER SA KAHIT ANONG STOPOVERS </////3 tuloy tuloy lang.... wtf. Haha! So we arrived na 10pm sa baguio. and that's the end of this 1week trip <3 THANKS FOR READING! HAHAHA! 

OH AND HERE ARE THE VIDEOS FROM THIS TRIP

1- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BwHPPH4at3Y&list=UUWmHXWs6GGiH-7eKWi74eCA

2- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bjmKKfjSHu0&feature=youtu.be

3- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cAsmh9TK-B4&feature=youtu.be

WE CAN'T STOP X'D

Honestly?! I can't stop thinking about that fucking person! Idk why! WHY?!? BAKIT NGA BA?! ANO BA TO?! HAHAHA. Tanga! Kalandian mo lang yan Ainna! asdfghjkl;! Tama naaaaa! Hahaha medyo sumosobra nko?! Hindi to pwedeng mag exceed!!! Masama na to kung mag exceed! HAHAHA! Pigil Pigil din?! Kung ibuhos ko kaya attention ko sa iba?! BOBBA GINAWA MO NA YAN! WALA EH! Bullshit. Enough na ah? HINDI TO PWEDE HAHAHA TANDAAN MO YAN AINNA UKINANA! HINDI PWEDDDDDEEEEEEE! Malamang You're disgusting -.- You think it'll be fine?! WELL NO!! IT WON'T!!! You have to understand that it won't. Paulit ulit? Oo ah para damang dama ko! HAHAHA! Tawa nalang tayo. Hahahahahahaha! NAPAKA NONSENSE. Sa totoo lang. Ayun. Wala lang! 3% parin. Malamang pinipigilan ko sarili ko. BECAUSE IT CAN'T HAPPEN! IT WON'T HAPPEN! AND MOST OF ALL........................................................................................................................................................................................ I REALLY DON'T KNOW. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA!

I'm running of of words! This Shitty throat!!!! Luh Simula nung gumising ako ganto na?! Masakit ah! Nakaka asar! SOMETHING'S WRONG ! SOMETHING'S DRIPPING IN MY THROAT! Hindi naman sipon?! Hala yuck. Ewan ko but It tastes like blood?! Medyo masakit na din. I REALLY DON'T FUCKING KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON!!!!! I just wanna fucking drive, because yeah driving is fun! Pero gusto ko nasa Passenger seat siya. ODIBA?! PERFECT ROADTRIP!!!!!!!! OMFG!!!! X'D 

I JUST STARTED

Honestly I don't like what I'm doing to myself anymore! Haha! Shit. Medyo sumosobra na ako? Makulit? Halata na? WALA NA AINNA ALAM NA NIYA! MEDYO! OO ALAM KO ALAM NA NIYA MEDYO LANG NAMAN! ALAM MO KUNG BAKIT?! TANGA KA? GUSTO MO SIYA LAGI KASUAP EH WALA NGA EH?! SEND KA NG SEND. NO NGA DIBA?! Nagpapakatanga nanaman ako. SHIT LANG?! Bakasyon naman eh! Kayang kaya ko sabihin sakanya! Joke hindi kadi! Tanga! Mahirap yun! Mamaya pag 4th year hindi ka na niya papansinin HAHAHAHA! Iba na yung role mo sa buhay niya. Kung baga hindi na yung dating 'friends' HAHAHAHA! Parang nagiiwasan na kaya wag nalang no?! MASMAGANDANG MAGPAKA MANHID. HAHAHAHAHAHA! I DON'T EVEN FEEL ANYTHING YET?! IDK. I JUST DON'T KNOW. I'M LOSING CONTROL AGAIN. THIS IS BULLSHIT. PARDON MY LANGUAGE BUT I HAVE TO! AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT. YOU CAN JUST LEAVE MY BLOG! DUH! EASY AS THAT! HAHAHA MASUNGIT NA BA? OO AH! SORRY! I SWEAR I AM! >_______> I just....... idk! Sige na nga! Medyo 3% na may nararamdaman na ako?! UNTI LANG YAN AH! Grabe kayo?! Kasi naman. Ang kind niya, napaka friendly, kahit nagmumurahan na ng sobra sobra ok lang sakanya! Idk I just feel comfortable around that person. HAHAHA! LANDI NO?! I JUST DON'T FUCKING KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMOREEEEE!!!! Parang gusto kong sabihin sakanya pero wag! WHAT A DUMB MOVE RIGHT?! WAG TALAGA AH! MALAMANG MAWAWALA YUNG FRIENDSHIP TSKA MANDIDIRI SIYA HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! X'D NG SOBRA SOBRA AH?! HIGIT PA SA SOBRA GAGO! KAYA WAG NA! HAHAHA I EEXPRESS KO NALANG LAHAT LAHAT DITO KAYSA MALAMAN NIYA. TANGA KA AINNA. DITO PA NGA LANG HALATA NA EH! ANG BOBO MO TALAGA! HAAHAHAHA! K ang sakit ng ulo ko. Pero!!!! Ano kaya sasabihin niya pag nalaman niya?! Yan ang tanong ko! Malay ko tanggapin niya diba?! PERO ANG KINAKATAKUTAN KO.. IS LALAYO SIYA. HAHAHA! TAPOS LAST YEAR NA NAMIN. MASAKIT DIBA?! UK**** !!! Hihintayin ko nalang na malaman niya hahaha hihintayin ko nalang na tanungin niya sakin HAHAHAHAHA MAY GUSTO KA BA SAKIN?! KAHIT UNTI LANG?!! AY OO AH SASABIHIN KO LAHAT LAHAT!!!!!! PAPALAMPASIN KO PA BA YUNG CHANCE?! HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA! NABABAGTIT NA AKO GRABE! MAMATAY NKO NAKA STUCK DITO SA BAHAY! PERO TALAGA........... DAHIL SAKANIYA MEDYO BUMABALIK MY EMOTIONS ......... IDK WHY BUT YEAH! AS IN SIYA LANG! WALA NG IBA. MEDYO NAPAPASAYA NIYA DIN AKO. KAHIT GANUN. HAHA! EDI SYEPMRE GUSTO KO DIN SIYANG PASAYAHIN DIBA? I'M TRYING!!! 

I JUST STARTED 

Why did I? Because that person fucking deserves happiness! Instead of receiving all these bullshit around!

Making that person happy makes me happy na din! Idk why but yes!!!! :'(

and I'm sorry for myself SO BAD. 

Gusto niyo malaman kung sino siya?! PM ME HAHAHA! YES I WILL TELL YOU! 

AMORE 3/21/14

Ayoko na mag english nalang ako! hahaha.  Wait lang ah? Ginagawa ko kasi yung video. Mejj ang bagal kaya bumalik nalang ako dito sa blog HAHAHA! So ayun, this night was TOO fun. It was too fun I couldn't handle it. No one else could. BUT AT THE END, WE STILL DID OMG HAHAHAHA! May iyakan nga pero ok lang! Natapos din. Wala nkong masabi hahaha baka kung ano pang masabi ko. JOKE LANG! Ano ba?! haha game! Let me be honest muna, I didn't like it when they were screaming all the way TAPOS NASAKANILA PA YUNG MIC. Wanna know why? Kasi ngay ako yung nasasabihan -_- hahaha! Kung alam niyo lang naka ilang balik sila Koya para sabihin sakin na " Pakisabi bawasan nalang nila yung pagka wild " , " Pakisabi wag masyadong wild kasi baka may ma disgrasya " TAPOS AYUN, WALANG NAKINIG ABA PUTA HAHAHA! Joke. Ok lang kade! Basta you goys had fun although there were 'things' that happened in the middle of the night which was suppppeeerrrrr sad and idk how to call it? downheartedness? haahaha SHIT ANG DEEP! Desolation?! Heart-breaking?! Gloomy?! Down?! Low?! Blue?! Dejected?! Rejected?! Whatever Idfk how to call it. HAHAHA! Oh basta yan! Pero masaya. I think we kinda owe her big time. KUNG AYAW NIYO EDI WAG AKO NALANG. HAHAHAHA! SHIET! Joke :) Medyo napadrama nanaman ako. Well thanks to my good fucking friend I felt something again -.- She was literally crying over the phone and I'm like holy shit it's coming back wtf will I do?! Medyo nagpanic inside. Idk, I was also starting to cry hahahaha! Bullshit then. MANGIT <3 Naka ilang tawag ako pramis! HAHAHA HINDI KO NA MABILANG ;'D Wait bilangin ko sa phone ko ahhaha! (brb) 

THERE WE GO! HAHA I called my friend 21 times for fuck sake x'DD

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HAHAHA! ANG SAYA NG BUHAY KO DIBA? X'DD 

Pero masakit ah?! INIWAN NILA AKO LAHAT SA VENUE. BASANG BASA YUNG FLOOR. Kung baga ang kasama ko lang dun is my friend and mga staff. NAKAKAHIYA AH? PERO OK LANG. KINAYA KO NAMAN YUNG PAG PIRMA AT KAUSAP SAKANILA. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Medyo nakipagtawanan pa nga eh .. Medyo lang! hahaha pero sana maulit. Ang bait nila eh HAHAHAHAHA! Shit ang saya. Di ko lam kung gaano kasaya pero THE FUCK. ANG SAYA! HAHAHAHA! So far best night of 2014 LOOOL! ALL THANKS TO THAT ONE PERSON THAT MADE IT HAPPEN!! ;) 

Raffle was gone. Awarding pushed through x'D 

FACE OF THE NIGHT : ANTHEA MARRERO 

BEST DRESS : MARY JAYNE LIM

PROM KING & QUEEN : KYLE AVELLANA & KAYLEIGH INGRAM

One more thing before I exit my blog. HELLO PERSON HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! APIR TAYO JAN!!! joke -.- HAHAHAHA! If you didn't leave, this night would've been so fucking complete!! I so swear haha. But anyways! Thankyou! -punch HAHA! x

DUCES!!!! x

I DON'T LIKE MYSELF

Fml, seriously. Ge ainna! Gawin mo pa yan ha? ikakabuti yan ng lahat! Tanga ko ngay lol. Ayoko naaaaaaaa. If you want me back to my old self PLEASE DO HELP ME. I don't like myself atm. Napaka Bitch! Sorry ah? I had to say it. Baka mamaya may mangsumbong nanaman jan? Ganyan naman lagi eh! Shit ang sama ko! Naka ilan na ako sakanya.... I re-pay bullshit. Kaya tama naaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! LOOOOL! Masakit na ngay.. dafuq. So ano? I-eend ko tong year na to na madaming galit saakin... hindi lang pinapakita. OH ANO?! TOTOO! AMININ MO NA! HAHAHA! WAG MO NANG ITAGO. OK LANG. AT NANG MATAUHAN AKO. MASMAGANDA PA YUN! HAHAHA! So help me God -_- I let people down, I fucking ruin their perfect day and shyt like those. I'm sick of myself na ngay. uhhh Sick of myself being like this. Atleast alam ko wth -.- (buti alam mo) oo alam ko sinabi mo yan. Haha ok lang! Pramis! Ayoko na ngay magpakita. I'm planning not to go na.  After all the bullshit I gave to dat person. MAY GANA PA AKONG PUMUNTA?! Ang kapaaaal! Madami pa naman jan eh! Sina kwan at kwan! Oh diba? Hindi lang akoooo! <//3 Ok ang ganda ng kanta.. gusto mo pakinggan? Sige lagay ko link sa baba x'D Pakinggan mo ha? Maganda yan. Masakit para sakin <//////3 MADRAMA AKO ANO BA?! Oh so yun. Help me ah? Basahin mo nalang yung post ko kahapon. Yun yung pinaka una kong napansin or na.. idk how to call it. Hmm?? Paraan para bumalik emotions ko HAHAHAHA! Balak ko nga sana hindi pumasok bukas eh. NAHIHIYA NA AKO SA GINAWA KO. Kaputaputa :T Nakaka badtrip. Oo ako na mismo nabadtrip din sa ginawa ko. OWAIJHFSBJVZDSBRU13IO QRU01-3IMQ=0RC924-]CO12IM
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Naiiyak na ako ah... naiiyak na ako. bare with me. LOOOOOOOOOL! I can't stay depressed my whole life! HELP MEEEEEEE! Pleeeaaaaassssssseeeeeeeeeee!!!! Pagpasensyahan niyo nalang ako ngayon -.- Salamat! Pramis babalik ako! HAHAHA IF YOU HELP ME!!! X'D Kahit konti lang. Kahit ...... NVM.

First attempt

Sa totoo lang hahaha wala lang x'D WTF Joke. May pagasa pa akoo! HAHAHA! Kasi ngay may isang friend na naghug saakin.. I was like.. daaaamn wtf is this im feeling? Tama ba? Is this joy?!??!? Sa wakas may naramdaman din ako -_- unti lang naman... hahaha! pero kailangan ko parin! I NEED MORE. I NEED YOUR LOOOVE, I NEED YOUR TIME, WHEN EVERYTHING'S WRONG.. YOU MAKE IT RIIIGHT. Joke. So parang ang kailangan ko lang para bumalik lahat ng nararamdaman ko ... A WARM HUG WITH LOVE<3 HAHAHA! LANDI KO. Pero totoo ah? -_- Let's see nalang if this works :T AS IF THERE'S SOMEONE OUT THERE TO HUG ME WITH LOVE?! SHYT ANG LANDI KO HAHAHAHA! No kadi.. kahit friendly hug lang. TRY LANG NATIN AH?! Seriously, I will thank you so much for this :'( HAHAHAHA! Try lang ah? kasi ngay pag babalik na my shytty emotion? Masakit inside <//3 HAHAHA! Hala totoo!!! Kaya natatakot ako HAHAHA! Pramis hindi ako makahinga... I can feel the weight lifting up my chest... AKA JOY....WTH. It's gonna overwhelm me.. I just have to find that one thing inside of me dat makes me strong.. ifk it's in here... i just have to latch onto it :'(

PLEASE HELP ME :'(