So umm....

Here's the thing... I'm getting myself to move on from someone... so here I am talking to a new one I mean like.. this could help me move on even though it's haaard. I mean... how can I even be MORE attached to someone who doesn't even reply to my messages even calls or things like those... Masakit diba? Pero tama lang.. habol pa ainna ah! HAHAHA Habol pa sa wala -____-" <//3 Kung baga Khloe at Lamar? Yung wala nang magawa si Khloe kundi humiwalay na for the best :'( It may hurt alot but.. yun nga.. IT'S FOR THE BEST. I mean may nahanap na siya... ako din medyo may nahanap na pero hindi naman mismong nahanap. BUT DAMN THIS IS HARD FOR ME. I have someone irl and online. The one irl is just... idk I get nervous when she's around.. I get shy and shit.... Trying to be myself para hindi mahalata :) SO THAT'S WHY I'M REALLY CONFUSED. Malandi ba? HAHAHAHA! Hayaan mo na, IKAW DIN NAMAN EH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! 

Joke lang ha? :P Walang personalan dito ate/koya! HAHAHAHAHAHA! So yeah........ Meron dun meron dito Ainna, ano to? 2timing? Wag ah! That's bad! First thing's first..... you did this last time.. you screwed up.... don't do it again.... AHAHAHAHA! Oh tama na!!!! Borshet. Matulog na ako! Hahahaha maaga pa bukas... Gonna hangout with friends :) FINALLY

SHADY ASS HOE

Seriously? I don't get WHY ARE YOU BEING SO SHADY TONIGHT?! What the fuck did I do to you that you start acting like you're in your fucking PERIOD. ACTUALLY NO, YOU DON'T HAVE THAT BUT TO ME YOU DO HAVE!!! DUDE WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?! DID YOUR SLUTS TELL YOU SOMETHING ABOUT ME THAT YOU TURN YOUR BACK ON ME RIGHT AWAY? WELL GUESS WHAT! THE OTHER ONE IS IMMATURE AND THE OTHER ONE IS VERY UNDISCIPLINED AND DISRESPECTFUL TO BE FUCKING HONEST. AND YOU? YOU NEED TO FACE REALITY!!! IT IS NOT GONNA HAPPEN!!! WITH YOUR ATTITUDE LIKE THAT, DUDE YOU'RE NOT GETTIN ANYTHING WITH THAT SHADY ASS OF YOURS!!! SO GET OVER YOURSELF PLEASE! JUST PLEASE!!!!!!! STOP DOING THAT!!!! IT'S FUCKING ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!YOU WANT PEOPLE TO GET TO LIKE YOU?! WELL DAMN!! LITTLE ADVICE HERE,  

DON'T BE SHADY FOR FUCK SAKE!!!!

FINALLY

Ugh! Finally he fucking forgave me already! This is a tough summer for me... AGAIN! LOL! I mean I was mad at him from last year's summer and now he got mad at me this summer. BULLSHIT RIGHT? Just kidding. Nakahinga na din ng MALUWANG XD I can't stand people mad at me maslalo na kapag medyo close kayo or close kayo... Shiet! Nilakasan ko nalang loob ko na mag explain nanaman and he finally listened ;O So glad he did tho. unlike the past explanations SEEN SEEN SEEN SEEN SEEN SEEN <//////////3 But it still hurts tho, I did it for someone I love for the sake of not losing him. Holy fuck -.-" I mean I love them both... It's just, the other one has decided to let go too.. and he's like.. my fucking pal already... who's always there to goof around with ONLINE. I honestly missed him O_O" we like, chat every single day then ONE NIGHT CHANGED EVERYTHING but I'm trying to fix it already. So it's like... mawawala friendship ko sa isa para sa isa. MASAKIT! UKINANA DAYTA!!! HAHAHA! Wala eh, ganun talaga. Yun lang yung tanging paraan. Nagexplain nanaman ako kasi ayokong pumasok ng 4th year na galit siya saakin dude what the fuck. I can't handle that -.- Weak ba? HAHAHA Wala eh, di ako matigas. PASENSYA NA. MASAYDONG MALAMBOT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Wait naiihi ako wtfffffffffffffff! BRB! 

Ok... pagkatapos ko umihi I went down to get beer! ;o magisa ko.. medyo masakit hahaha! San mig light lang naman eh. so yeah :) IMMA CELEBRATE THIS NIGHT ALL BY MYSELF!!! CHEERS AINNA!!! CHEERS!!! X'D I am now losing my mind I mean like.... my head is starting to hurt. maybe drinking isn't the solution to celebrate right now... damn.. what have I got myself into........ Ok bye. I feel bad about myself already..... GOODNIGHT!!!!! :)))